Exhausted

Beyond dealing with all the crazy driving escapades of getting pulled over for speeding on the ohio turnpike half way between Toledo and Akron, then getting told I had to leave my car there until Monday which was three days later until I could back with the registration because I had forgot to register it when my birthday passed, having to sneak back to my car and drive it home and such. I have to go home clean up everyone else in my houses mess because they are nasty slobs. I was so tired today that I was literally falling asleep sitting up in ethics. I had to give my professor my assignment and apologize and leave because it was very rude of me for sleeping in the middle of class.
I hate going to places like starbucks and spending five dollars on a frapachino with expresso stuff in it, but I just really had to to make it through the rest of the day. It just makes me feel bad because five dollars is a lot of money when you see a homeless person on the street. Five dollars could buy a big thing of oatmeal, which seriously will keep you well fed for a 2-3 weeks if you're poor.
I feel like I'm in the writing lab everyday with rough drafts, polished papers, ethics papers and redoing other english papers that I did poor on. I'm just trying my best it seems. I'm starting to think I may have overloaded myself but I know thats not the case I just need to starrt getting up eating my oatmeal everyday taking my little energy pills that I normally used to take. I'm doing really well without smoking. Sometimes I try not to put the patch on and then I usually end up taking like 2 hits of a cigarette but then I throw it out the window. The only reason why I even have cigs in my car is because I still like to smoke when I go out to a bar and am drinking and stuff.
I truly do wonder how people will react to these blogs that my group is doing. I really think blogging is a good way to be an outlet and such. I wish that I would take more time to do it all everyday, I think that it would just make me feel better overall. Oh my soul though things may be going fast right now but I'm sure that I'll complain once I start taking my boring 16 week courses and they are long, drawn out and way to slow. Maybe once I get on a good schedule I'll be fine but its been so hard to keep a balance.
We'll call it osmosis today cause I remember something in Ethics today about how virtue is keepinga balance between things I really need to find a balance and also I can't wait until my stupid lease is up so I can get out of that apartment. I mean I like having a nice place and 800 $ a month isn't bad by any means whatsoever, but my brothers live with me now and I feel bad kicking them out so when its up I just get to move. I'll probably end up finding roomates because I'd much rather live in a nicer place with people than in a junkie place by myself. You see the wonder about these blogs is that you can type on and on and on and I totally told myself that I would make a quick entry before I finished up my rough draft and now have limited myself time on my rough draft, but I think the writing lab this morning helped with that. We'll see how critical my peer reviewers are today.

By the way isn't my toast like the best? I really feel it fits all crowds of people well.

Cheers to Queers and Sexy Women.